Arigato guinzaimasu!

Because of Pride, friendships break.
Because of Envy, negative energies flow.
Because of Lust, trusts cease to exist.
Because of Gluttony, they keep their distance.
Because of Sloth, they valiantly ignore.
Because of Slander, nothing is real.
Because of Wrath, everything falls apart.

-The 7 deadly sins.

These views of mine are based on real-life happenings. If you look closely, you’ll understand.

Wrath: If you lose your temper, things get awkward between friends…the bonds are most vulnerable now.

Slander: Lying is like a drug; once you start, it’s nearly impossible to stop. Once you lie about who you are, you slowly become someone else.

Sloth: If you don’t bother to socialize, no one would care most of the time. If you want recognition for your deeds, stop sitting on your lazy bum!

Gluttony: If you want to take it all, no one will be willing enough to come close to you. They stay away.

Lust: …actually, I have no personal experience on this. Oh well, if you want something badly…try to be reasonable. Be patient, and you just might get your way.

Envy: Jealousy activates your inner demons and you start feeling upset and wish to avoid people. You start to feel useless and most of the time angry.

Pride: The pride of self-worth. Sometimes…when people refuse to apologize, you just have to make amends and restore your friendships. Sometimes, you yourself are too prideful. If both parties are prideful, then nothing can be achieved. Your past sins will never disappear. I know this as a fact. And I never got to apologize.

What I meant by that last sentence in Pride was just that…I didn’t apologize to my ex-best friend. We’re sort of drifted apart now…and I guess I can’t really do anything about it. It was so long ago. It’s kinda sad. Oh well. What’s past is past and you can’t do much about it.

The least that could happen is that they talk it out! Some heroes, the worst, if I may say, refuse to understand that there are true reasons behind the villain’s goals. The villain might be something like Kadaj. Yes, I’m using Kadaj as an example, sue me. You all are familiar with the poor, teenaged, spazzy, villain of FFVII: AC, right? In case you don’t, here’s a brief summary.

     Sephiroth clone. Silver hair, shoulder-length. Green eyes. OK. Searching for his mother(AKA: Jenova). Seeks to take revenge on the planet. Highlight for spoilers. His mother(Jenova) uses him as a puppet to bring the dead Sephiroth back to life. In the end, Sephiroth was brought back, defeated, and Kadaj dies. He was a puppet, nothing more.

So, Cloud(hero) defeats Kadaj. And…although Kadaj has done so many awful things, I still think he at least deserved a second chance at life. Cloud had one. Why didn’t he? Most heroes just kills off the villain and never imagined they may be hurting anyone. Someone who might already be broken. (A/N: I like that word! Broken. ^^) < In a better mood

Lots of love {sarcasm},

~Xarbisan~

Disclaimer: I am an individual and I have my own opinion. DO NOT FLAME unless you feel reaally mad at me. Which is, virtually impossible ’cause you don’t know me.

Initiate rant.

      It has come to my knowledge that there has been an anti-Yaoi fangirl here that flames Yaoi for no apparent reason. Why do you do this? Are you shunning Yaoi just because it’s different, just like a lot of other people out there? Yaoi is no more different than straight pairings themselves! And as you said, every individual is entitled to their own opinion. Some people may believe the characters to be homosexual even if their creators do not intend to make it that way. It is also possible to be more in-character if the characters are, indeed, gay.

    For your information, Organization XIII does not belong to you. Organization XIII belongs to Tetsuya Nomura, who is their original creator. You cannot claim fictional characters to be your own like that. Yaoi might or might not be perverted. If you read the wrong fanfiction, of course it will seem perverted. However, that is not always the case. Moving on…using straight pairings with straight characters is optional. After all, anything is possible; love holds no boundaries.

    My policy is: “Do not flame what you cannot understand.” Thank you for listening to this rebuttal. (We can do what we like in fandom, dammit!)

This is a rebuttal to the previous rant: “Yaoi Rant”.

~Dedicated to those who want so badly to flame me.~

Disclaimer: I am an individual and I have my own opinion. DO NOT FLAME unless you feel reaally mad at me. Which is, virtually impossible ’cause you don’t know me.

Initiate rant.

     I have been researching fandom lately. I found out that the majority of fan fiction is about Yaoi, even if the characters themselves aren’t really homosexual. I personally have nothing against Yaoi…IF the characters were meant to be gay by their original creators. If that’s not the case, I consider Yaoi fan fiction an insult. Because, by making the originally straight characters gay, one could warp their personalities beyond recognition.

God help those who have insulted my precious Organization XIII.  Also, I have noticed another thing. Yaoi is extremely perverted. It is not my intention to insult anyone with this commentary/rant, but this is all in my insane mind, remember? This is my blog and I can post what I want here. Ahem. Moving on…I quite support those who think love is beautiful no matter what is what and stuff…but I really hate romance but I think it’s better to use straight pairings with assumably straight characters.

My policy is: “Not gay until proven”. Thank you for listening to this rant on Yaoi fandom. (Yes, I’m aware that it’s fandom and you can make the characters be however you want, but seriously.)

Greeeeaaaaaat…now I’m gonna get flamed like shit by Yaoi fangirls. Man, I sound like some formal lunatic up there. Hey, it’s a rant; what’d you expect? My rants are like formal speeches that doesn’t take up five hours! ^^ Don’t kill me. Please?

Lot of love {sarcasm},

-Xarbisan

I can blame something for my retardedness, though. My extremely low IQ!! I only have 120 IQ out of 160!!! That means…*calculates* only 75%!!! >.< I’m such a dum dum!! Nuu!! I’m using words that don’t exist!!! Help help help!!! Jeez, I’m even more retarded now. Sighs. It’s so difficult to be intelligent.

I have only had a few complicating issues with my Dell laptop. So I’m using my new Mac. I got liquid Mac too! Wanna check it?

I call this one Blizzard. Yes, I name my liquid mac creations! ^^ I know I’m crazy. Proud to be!!!

…this one is called Fire. ^^ Although it’s more like explosive art, un. I love this one to bits!! ~~<3

This one is Lava Fall! This is another one I like! Probably cos’ it’s so pretty. It really looks like cartoon lava…fluorescence!

Phew…well, that’s all I’m willing to share. Oh yeah, these may be used by anyone out there. Just direct a little credit to me? x3 Who’s a hypocrite? I am!! ME ME ME!!! xD

This is to celebrate ‘I’m Not Dead’-ism. Kukuku…me ewil…yesh. >w< I’m kinda obsessed with Naruto right now, or more namely, Akatsuki. Don’t stare at me like that…I have a thing for evil organizations. They’re so admirable…I wanna join an evil organization!!! Ahem…I wasn’t supposed to say that. Don’t tell my mom, okay? OK. Good.

Dang, I’m retarded.

  Here I am, being retarded.

Note the mascara(yes, mascara) in my hair.

Best title: “Lunatic Goes Emo Camouflage.”

LOL!!! XD

Here I am, again. I told you I hate my face. Way too round, way too young. But I must say, I definitely HATE this picture. Everything here is off.

Well, best title:

“Girl Goes Insane:

I Blame the face gem/glitter.”

 “Freak of Nature Mutates.” ‘Nuff said.

Well? Aren’t these just priceless? Go on; laugh. I know I did. XD

(c) Masashi Kishimoto

Click the thumbnail to view…it was a little too big…yeah.